Sprinkles

Today was a day filled with so many little inconveniences. I mean, every little thing that could have gotten in my way did. The most “what if”, “what if’s” happened. Like sprinkles they were scattered all over the day. Lack of sleep, that manifested into insomnia led to sending a lot of apologetic texts to folks for my tardiness. They were followed by an out pour of understanding and checkins. That was my first moment of gratitude. Having people in your life who focus on your strengths and understand when you fall weak, is one of greatest blessings. The arbitrary ossicles that filled the rest of my day seem so irrelevant in this moment as I walk and look up at the sky. Humbled I stand in awe at how massive it is and how little I am. As I get lost in its beauty, my problems seem so small. I am so small in the presence of this sky. Today I foolishly thought I was at my breaking point, however this is just the beginning.